Thursday, February 28, 2013

talk to me talk to me talk to me baby!!!!!!!!! :-)
I must say having large muscles makes you a target for one night stands :-) watch em run when you mention JEHOVAH GOD :-)
booty calls and stds are on,the rise :-)
the way you act will either draw people to you or push them away :-)
but that few seems to be growing :-)
now im not saying this is all females just a select few :-)
reply nothing ( in her mind you have money I can spend) :-) wheres mike jones when you need him? :)
the conversation will go like this :-) I heard you have a job!!!! wanna go out? then I reply but you didnt want me when you had a job whats changed? her
ill take rejection over abuse any day :-)
most men and women think saying nothing means you have game :-) there in denial I tell you :-)
POWER TO JEHOVAH :-)
its easier to make fun of one who gets rejected then it is to be rejected yourself :-)
so ill continue to search for a loving female who loves herself as much as she loves me ya dig :-)
now im not saying im better then another but ill be damned to let a female slowly destroy my self esteem :-)
I can see it now :-) I date a abusive female out of pity only to find my life @ war with self hatred of another :-)
know your worth when it comes to dating or youll get caught in the endless cycle of abusive patterns :-)
how can you have a wonderland of a body like my boy john mayer said only to have a abusive personality like eminem? huh :-)
so this cutie was checking me out @ the gym :-) shes got a vanilla flavored body so im like you it :-) then her abusive personality came out :-) really? :)
I aint got a problem dating a cutie from the gym :-) I refuse to date a abusive female :-)
building that muscle!!! :-)
I love you :-)
boy I tell you what the smell of a healthy woman will make you say WOOF!!! :-)
take the hatred toward you with a smile :-)
I wonder how good well smell when were perfect? :-)
like nas said im surviving the times :-)
I forgive those who said I was a deadbeat freeloader :-)
YO!!!!!!!!!!!!! :-)
pssssssssssst :-)
but first ima get my license back and cruise for a gf :-)
california here I come!!!! :-)
while im there im going to apply @ another job :-)
I have another job interview tomorrow morning!!!! BOOYAA!!!!! :-)
so my probation officer shows up last night with a female police officer and this chick was HOT!!! I should have gotten her number :-)

Tuesday, February 26, 2013

I have a mental list of everyone who kicked me while I was down :-) im coming for you :-)
my job interview went well :-) if I get a fulltime job im dancing like a runaway slave :-)
now they have all these dating sites that you have to pay for :-) I can get rejected for free :-)
increasing your protein intake will make your muscles bigger and more full :-)
1 month and there will be eye candy galore!!!!! hubba hubba :-)
touchdown!!!!!!!!!!!!
egg whites will build my muscles so I cant throw the school bully across the football field :-)
sooooooo here I sit bored out of my mind in mankato, mn :-)
porn addiction causes you not to be able to function in normal situations :-) believe I use to be addicted to it :-)
and then they want you to pay to see it!!!! laaaaaammmmmmeeeee :-)
these movies are horrible :-) its like a porn movie wrapped in violence :-)
some people think being called hotty is disrespectful :-) I call those people LAAAAAAAMMMMMMMEEEEEEEE :-)
my new goal is to find a hotty to call my gf :-)
the STOP THE BULLY MOVEMENT continues :-)
me for being HAPPY :-)
I offend people because I dont follow the crowd :-) they call me lazy because I workout but dont have a fulltime job :-) simply put there abusive toward
theyll try to play you for a fool because your loving :-) cons I tell you cons!!! :-)
theyll try to play you for a fool because your loving :-) cons I tell you cons!!! :-)
I lift heavy, grunt when I lift ( although the shallow gym owner doesnt like it because them get scurred) and strut like its 1999 ( go prince!!!) :-)
being a man you have needs that only a woman can satisfy :-) I need a wifey so I can huff huff huff :-)
im a dating man by nature :-) it feels good to have a loving companion on @ your side when your feeling blue :-)
clean clothes help too :-)
it is easier finding a date when your healthy :-) all you gotta do is show your pearly whites :-)
dating can be scary but I promise you if you dont fear rejection youll get far :-)
dont get me wrong I was rejected many times but I learned through rejection that other women would find me interesting and there for want to date me :-)
re school and they carry the same mental attitide in college :-) you can even get close to them because there egos are sooooo big :-)
I use to date all the time when I was in the twin cities :-) when I got to mankato it was like the twilight zone :-) many women were the hottest in the
s for men ( or should I say boys) :-)
there in a small pool of women ( or should I say girls) and they think there the hottest thing jehovah created :-) dont get me wrong the same thing goe
case and point :-) while setting up the ice rink yesterday two women were talking to two men and acted like the other guys were dirt :-) what happens is
ive come to the conclusion that men and women who have no competition let there looks go to there head :-)

Monday, February 25, 2013

Sunday, February 24, 2013

pumping my muscles with iron :-) light weight baby!!!!! :-)
it doesnt matter what race she is as long as shes loving :-)
party @ JEHOVAhS HOUSE!!!!!
im off to serve JEHOVAH, the wonderfull JEHOVAH GOD :-)
boom boom pow!!!!! :-)
and ima be like WHAM BAM THANK YOU MAM!!!! :-)
I wanna live forever with a cutie on my right arm :-)
warm weather means the return of EYE CANDY :-) YEAH!!!!!!
gotta protect the abused :-)
oatmeal with apple slices :-)
oatmeal with apple slices :-)
good morning friends :-)

Saturday, February 23, 2013

im just speaking on what I see :-)
you wouldnt even notice the ones who think your undateable :-)
its easier to date when you have a pool of men and women to choose from :-)
show to much interest and your seen as needy :-) the thing is on the playground showing interest makes friends :-)
so now here im am looking to be a wingman to one who needs a helping hand :-)
in school I was viewed as a player because I talked to different girls :-) the truth is the only thing I played with is my hand.:-)
tell the opposite sex you love them and your viewed as needy but say something abusive and your seen as having guts :-) backwards I tell you :-)
the dating game has changed :-) your now dealing with shallow men and women :-)
gotta break abuse :-)
a loving bodybuilder gave me some good squatting info :-)
forgot my weight lifting belt but I still knocked out 4 reps @ 540 on squats :-)
see they keep telling me that ive turned become a stranger and my reply to that is you know how to pick up the phone :-)
the dust has settled :-) JEHOVAH WINS :-)
im a budgeting man by nature :-)
thinkin about squattin 540 ibs for 6 reps :-)
all I ask is that you keep it unbreakable :-)
zoey 101 :-)
good morning friends :-)

Friday, February 22, 2013

but ill see what the true GOD JEHOVAH blesses me with :-)
what would be sweet is having a full time job and winning social security :-) bling bling :-)
so I work on monday @ verizon wireless center tearing down a ice rink :-) if it goes according to plan itll turn into a full time job :-)
not saying theyll be any nicer but with the past two being bush appointees anythings possible :-)
so now they have a temp commissioner of social security until obeezy appoints a new one :-)
when I like about olinsky law group is that they keep me informed every step of the way :-)
my lawyer from new york city is hard @ work on my social security case :-) heres hoping :-)

Thursday, February 21, 2013

theres no eye candy @ the gym :(
POWER TO JEHOVAH :-)
see what they dont understand is if I didnt take my anger out on the free weights id take it out on them :-)
im taking all my anger out on the free weights :-)
breakin abuse is my pleasure :-)
I got my swagga back :-)
all it brings is frustration :-)
who has time to play childish games?
your loss :-)
would you like to join me? :)
im looking travel the world :-)
there are millions of better looking men then me :-) more power to them :-)
im just a bachelor looking for a boo :-)
I miss the cities :-) there was a huge pool women to date compared with a select few who think there top notch in mankato :-) lame :-)
take the same people who speak abusively of you, put them in a crowd of people and you wouldnt even notice them :-)
you better draw that silver line :-)
there not gonna wear me down with there misery :-) im breakin every step of the way ya dig? :-)
its like there saying look @ me im important and im like who are you? :-)
I say let them talk :-) there promoting my name :-) thanks :-)
see how people dont mind there own business :-)
since I love to work out they say I should have a job :-) I dont ask them for a dime yet they feel uncomfortable :-) huh :-)
watch me strut like ive never strut before :-)
with all the gossip surrounding me im now THAT DUDE :-)
HATERS :-)
I dare not name names because thatll simply give them the attention they seek :-)
im done :-) I always say hi first which shows they dont care sooooooo its silence :-) all I did was inflate there ego :-)
live like me they say :-) im shallow, self righteous, scared of change, and miserable :-) can I really? :-)
im this im that im all these evil things that still doesnt raise there stagnate self esteem :-)
im this im that im all these evil things that still doesnt raise there stagnate self esteem :-)
I will say all there hatred toward you simply causes you to win the popularity contest that they created :-)
sooooooo if I get another job those who spoke illy of me will try to welcome me in to there shallow flock :-) ill pass :-)
its a crying shame how satan works to seperate YOU from JEHOVAH GOD :-)
ons :-)
you have to have thick skin to serve JEHOVAH GOD cause some of your brothers and sisters will try to push you out of the truth for there own selfish reas
business then would the world go round :-)
its frustrating living with other people :-) people judge you by there self righteous standards of what they have :-) if only they would mind there own
spiritual bullies I tell you :-)
its a shame how they kick you when your down :-)

Wednesday, February 20, 2013

the same ones who smile to your face while they grin on the inside :-)
dont worry I wont forget who said I was a worthless no good free loading bum :-)
I have two job interviews lined up :-) booyaa!!!! :-)

Friday, February 15, 2013

I should have been a lawyer :-)
ill appeal until I cant appeal anymore :-)
well the judge said no so I plan to appeal his decision :-)
its a nice quiet day @ the gym :-)
most people dont care because its not them who need help :-)
although the selection process is very self centered :-)
look all im saying is that rejection is part of the selection process :-)
I tell you what when someone turns you down for a relationship and no longer heres from you it strikes them as odd :-)
sunshine will make your skin glow :-)
are you down? :)
the school bully needs a hug :-)
lets get it :-)

Wednesday, February 13, 2013

Tuesday, February 12, 2013

the president of the united states :-)
booooooooooorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnggggggggggggggggg :-)
express yourself :-)
recovery is possible with JEHOVAHS help :-)
my goal is to raise awareness of mental illness so those who struggle with there mental illness know that there is hope :-)
I love you :-)
I dont know what to say :-)
love can transform you :-)
now im losing belly fat in hopes ill increase my natural testosterone levels :-)
I use weights to build my body so im not bullied :-)
so stop running :-)
school bullies are true cowards :-)

Monday, February 11, 2013

lets get back to the breakin of abuse :-)
they make movies I swear to just make movies :-)
I think im gonna try to start a social networking site thatll make myspace jealous :-) any suggestions? :)
like jason derulo said im riding solo :-)
silence is a promoters night mare :-)
my insurance plan is backed up by JEHOVAH GOD :-)
setting up a healthy foundation is smart on your part :-)
im just saying its easy to attract others when you look and feel healthy :-)
my weight loss plan is working :-) ive lost my belly and am ready to strut my stuff come summer :-) gf here I come :-)
I be irish :-)
back to the daily grind of trying to survive :-)
I called the court house and found out that the judge has 90 days to issue a decision and that my case was under advisement :-) heres hoping I win :-)
scrub a dub dub :-)

Sunday, February 10, 2013

I must say the new york law firm that handles my case keeps me updated where as my other representative only saw me a year and a half later @ my hearing :-)
reading stories of people who should have social security but dont only points out how selfish people are :-)
im not anti government im just stating the facts that lonely consumed adam in the garden of eden :-)
the government reads your every email and yet you still think only you knows your information :-) cons I tell you cons :-)
all this technology and its still a lonely world :-)
im just speaking on what I see :-)
what I dont get is that men and women stick around when things are good but call for a taxi when the going gets tough :-) shallow I tell you shallow :-)
some girls are sadistic, material listic, looking for a man makes them opportunistic :-)
like young mc said got no money and got no car and got no women so there you are :-)
its almost impossible to find a gf without a job :-) thats why if I ever inherit money im keeping it under wraps :-)
ahhh yes the story of being on welfare :-) many people think im a bum for being on welfare but ill beg if it means I can eat :-)
this hot chick walked up to,me the other day @ walmart :-) I was dannnnng you fine :-) then I farted :-)
cant think of a pickup line? just say hello :-)
its just a matter of time before you tell another you love them :-)
I know your hurting and thats why I love you :-)
im banned from adding friends on facebook for 2 weeks :-) lame :-)
so here I sit refusing to follow societys rules :-) baby im the ish :-)
its hard out here for a hustler :-) too many people are self righteous and believe they set the example :-)
imperfections getting you down? I have some thing to tell you....I LOVE YOU :-)
it seems that dick cheney just wont go away :-)
hi friends :-)

Wednesday, February 6, 2013

bye bye saturday mail :-)
y itll be Jehovah who hands down the final decision :-)
I havent heard back from the judge concerning my state benefits so hopefully a few of my motions win that I can have my benefits reinstated :-) Ultimatel

Tuesday, February 5, 2013

its good to know I havent recieved the judges decision yet hopefully meaning hes thinking it through but my hope is that JEHOVAH helps me win :-)
boy I tell you what iron weights are a lot heavier then rubber weights but boy the weight feels good :-)
youll feel great knowing youve appealed all levels possible and that you never gave up :-)
eating oatmeal for the past week has helped me gain muscle and lose fat :-)
can I be for real? :-)
I have to see my mental health professional today :-) heres hoping im not drooling after words :-)
strawberry oatmeal for breakfast :-) yummmmm :-)
its good to be in control of your mental health :-)

Saturday, February 2, 2013

my stay with my loving brothers and sisters ends soon :-) I look forward to seeing where JEHOVAH places me next :-)
my stay with my loving brothers and sisters ends soon :-) I look forward to seeing where JEHOVAH places me next :-)
off to see the wizard :-)
im coming for the school bully :-) spread the word :-)
your mouth says one thing as your body says another :-)
you have a much better chance of starting a movement with the youth as there more open minded :-)
the internet streets are buzzing!!! :)
good morning friends :-)

Thats messed up :)

 That there so jealous of you they can't stop talking about you lol!