ironic how they break up with you right after you lose your job.... cons I tell you cons :-)

do you have a job that doesnt pay the bills? relationship problems keeping you down? feel like no one cares? welcome to a new generation my friend!!! :-)

bow chicka wow wow :-)

if I pay my credit card balance on time every month for 6 months ill get a credit limit increase :-)

with my credit is the best way to try and get ahead :-) go figure :-)

to tell you the truth im use to being broke as ive been broke all my life :-) what I have learned is that paying my bills on time and being responsible

boy I tell you what its a loooooong way down when you screw up :-) keeping your head up will help you weather the storm of a cold cold world :-)

umbaba!!!

soon ill be broke but I have a roof over my head and Jehovah God behind me :-)

a persons personality can make you mighty in spirit or weak in thought :-)

from transgender to bisexuals it seems the whole world wants to change :-)

many people struggle with telling there loved ones that there gay, battle porn addiction, or simple self hatred :-) things that make the world go round :-)

life goes on :-)

and the breakin goes on :-)

and the breakin goes on :-)

network network network! thats the name of the game :-)

peace of mind is a beautiful thing :-)

its a crying shame I tell you :-)

believe it or not some people like to be abused :-)

good morning friends :-)

it doesnt matter what law they pass to benefit people as those who dont want to follow it go around it :-) cons I tell you cons :-)

im almost at the end of my list of companies to email! so what will I do next? :)

the dream days of promoting are looooong gone :-) oh how I miss Myspace bulletins :-)

im plugging away at the computer hoping to find sponsorship :-) I hope this works :-)

oatmeal time!!! boondizzle baby :-)

dnt give up :-)

to tell you the truth I highly doubt ill win social security thats why im plugging away at these sponsorships :-) even if I ultimately lose im glad I di

well its back to looking for sponsorship :-) heeeeeeeeeeeee :-)

how can you be happy when your loved ones are suffering? :)

can you smell the sweet drops of rain on the pavement? :)

im built up by JEHOVAH :-) NOW LETS GET BACK TO THE BREAKIN OF ABUSE :-)

im rocking that irish spring bodywash and im feeling studlicious :-)

soon I shall take my place before the true god JEHOVAH :-)

soon I shall take my place before the true god JEHOVAH :-)

I cherish you like a loved brother and sister :-) dont worry what other people think of you :-) hugs and kisses :-)

so here I sit debating where to go at this fork in the road :) I think ill go straight :-)

me so sad theres no eye candy @ the gym :(

im networking to create healthy connections for the stop the bully movement! spread the word :-)

you dont need a lot of money to build credit :-) all it takes is patience :-)

now that my credit cards are paid off ill have to charge a small amount to keep building my credit score :-) 1.00 it is lol :-)

she said she cant because she has to work but thanked me none the less :-)

im gonna ask her out when im done working out :-)

gettin buff!!!

it feels good to try :-)

another day another rejection :-) keep it moving :-)

I got my first rejection from an investment company :-) in good faith I emailed them back thanking them none the less :-)

well it went well!!! she didnt throw me in jail and she accepted a bible teach book :-) I feel loved by Jehovah God :-)

I have to meet with my probation officer so if they lock me up send me a filer and ill break out!!!!

no nibbles yet so here I wait :-)

I do enjoy watching the first season of the o.c. on hulu :-) there I said hulu wheres my royalty check? :)

emailing corporate companies is challenging!!! break!

im gonna keep throwing darts in a sense that ill gain corporate sponsorship!!! :-)

make some noise and take a stand against bullying!!! :-)

a few simple words can heal the hearts of many :-)

you are who you are so be yourself :-)

I do it for the abused and weak who feel alone in the world :-)

my rate of rejection is high but im use to it :-)

my plan is to start with corporate companies and hope for the best :-)

I gotta raise these funds for my anti bullying campaign.

good day :-)

say they cant afford it. here come the fireworks!!!

now employers are cutting hours of there workers to avoid providing them with health coverage. one side will say there being greedy. the other side will

ditional $175 dollars a year for maintenance fees!!! cons!!!

so I just recieved a credit card offer in the mail :-) get this! they want $175 a year for the first year and 49 a year after that! then they want an ad

my whole life is recorded through my words :) even when im dead theyll prob say man that cocky blackman had a mouth on him!!! hahahahahaha

my dream job is working with people :-) oh how I dream of a purdy female who likes to sniff my armpits :-)

we live in a world where if you give a homeless person something to eat they reply "thats it?" :-)

I continue to make noise for the bullied so they know that there not alone :-)

my outlet is promoting :-) I have less then a year to raise 10,000 for my anti bullying campaign!!! oh dear :-)

I tell you what I miss running the streets of burnsville, mn :-) mankato is a very close minded town :-) I said it.....what? :)

my new york lawyers are hard @ work on my social security case!!!! if I win im buying a new mustang and moving back to the twin cities :-)

myspace was a promoters dream come true :-) you could get noticed while making noise at the same time!!!!

it feels good to be loved :-) I love you :-)

if my words can keep one person from killing themselves ive succeeded :-)

aving her shoe lol :-) shallow I tell you :-)

where the color of your skin determines if you get a response :-) if your not rich they wont touch you :-) talking about jehovah will have cinderella le

im living in the days of silence and selfishness :-) what a shame :-)

my rejection usually comes in the form of people ignoring me :-) huh :-)

the way I see it my step dad wants nothing to do with me :-) im done wasting my time hoping he changes his mind :-) as of now hes just another man to me :-)

relaxing :-)

plan b was a bust :-) on to plan c :-)

my rocket booster isnt working :-) time for plan b :-)

can I borrow your elmers glue stick? :)

ahhhhhhhhhhh mankato is soooooooooooooo boring :-) I think ill build a space ship :-)

move on from those who turn you down for a date :-) youll find someone sooner or later.

I aint stressin about my temp job ending as im still a personal trainer on the side :-)

I gots to finish my sponorship plan so I can break the abuse in your neighborhood :-)

back @ it :-)

well my temp job ended but I have two weeks of pay under my belt :-) itll keep me going for now :-)

its a sex crazed world :-) fight the temptations my friends :-)

in there mind they could cure cancer on the first try :-)

I rely on JEHOVAH GOD to strengthen me when im feeling weak like today :-) all the things that make life worse surround me day and night :-)

alf a day @ your low paying job :-)

funny how people run there mouth how the job that leaves you exhausted is easy as a slice of apple pie :-) they talk that talk but wouldnt even last a h

misery runs from my co workers :-)

funny how my miserable co workers say im lazy but dare not say it to my face :-)

its all good! why you ask? because I LOVE YOU :-)

my plan is to use my paychecks from my job to fund my anti bullying campaign! have a terrific day friends!!! as always I love you :-)

I love you friends :-)

a protein shake with oatmeal for breakfast!!! I hope the week flys by :-)

I keep telling myself its a job :-)

done with work until monday :-) now its time to get buff!!!

my co workers remind me of the bounty quicker picker upper man :-) gotta love tree hugging hippies :-)

one more day of work then im off for the weekend :-) we dont work over time which is fine by me :-) I love you friends!!!

its a grind just to try and survive in this world :-) hang in there I LOVE YOU :-)

my heart goes out to families who work a dead end job ( like myself) who still cant afford to pay the bills :-)

I wonder what looking back over the years will teach me? I guess ill keep looking forward :-)

my first day on the job went well :-) its only temp work so I plan to save my money and continue to build my credit :-)

ill be working in a box factory so heres hoping its a piece of cake :-)

ill be working in a box factory so heres hoping its a piece of cake :-)

time to get ready for my new job :-)

I start my new job tomorrow!!!! :-)

many people have been sexually abused by someone they know :-) sad I know :-)

dont believe the glitz and glamour of pornography :-) addiction is hard to break :-)

what a risk to be a pornstar only to contract hiv, aids, or other sexually transmitted diseases :-)

what a risk to be a pornstar only to contract hiv, aids, or other sexually transmitted diseases :-)

good morning friends

its the same old story :-) there looking for love and cant find mr right :-) there picky ways keep them looking :-)

they keep telling me im to old but well see how old they are when there my age :-)

they keep telling me im to old but well see how old they are when there my age :-)

im telling you these dating sights are a joke :-) they look at your income and decide if your worthy of being loved :-)

life is a bore :-)

even if I never become popular ill continue to love you :-)

welcome to a new generation of love :-)

gettin buff!!!! :-)

another bright day in jehovahs service :-)

soon I shall take my place before JEHOVAH :-)

we are constructing a new pattern of communication!!!

the stop the bully movement continues :-)

there attitude is to treat everyone like dirt until they get what they want :-) forget them :-)

dont worry your not the only one they ignore :-)

its good to widen out :-)

the way she makes my coffee is oh so beautiful :-)

the way she makes my coffee is oh so beautiful :-)

love seems to be an ancient word but I must say I truly do love you with all my heart :-)

boooooooooooy stop :-)

soooooooo the days of nick @ night are oh so gone :-) now are the days of pure vanity :) booooooooooo :-)

i caught it!!!!!!

rejection is a flaming arrow :-)

heres hoping she circles yes :-)

how do I tell her that I love her? maybe ill write her a note during class :-)

all in favor of a new group of immoral friends :-)

her hair was a work of art and now its no more....

it appears theres a gay movement on the rise :-)

even if your broke do what you can its still enough :-)

bananas for breakfast :-) gotta create that muscle :-)