the lab results came back good :-)

on my way to the hospital to get a ultra sound :-)

good morning friends :-)

it looks like ill be biking to the drs office tomorrow morning :-)

sippin on some whole milk watching 90's movies :-)

sunshine come out come out where ever you are :-)

when people ask me how much I can loan them I like it when I throw out a number and they come back with a much lower number :-)

im feeling as strong as the man of steele :-)

its whole milk and bananas for breakfast :-)

I have my drs appointment set up for friday morning :-) heres hoping they can fix me :-)

ats cool :-)

all but the part when I said goodbye to a girl at the gym and she looked at me like I was crazy lol :-) but my sister said goodbye before she left so th

my workout today is going well :-) im doing the basics so I can continue to build the body of my dreams :-)

back to the drawing board for bodybuilding :-)

play it again!!!

my legs are killing me from lunges yesterday :-) but thats the price you pay to be buff lol :-)

good morning friends :-)

you have to jump through hoops just to prove you need help :-) sad I know :-)

now let me count how much I have in my piggy bank :-)

california here we come!!!

I do miss you :-)

good morning friends :-)

well all I can do is set up a drs appointment and hope for the best :-)

ooooooh my stomach :-)

all my life I had a bald head :-) it only makes sense that people recognise me with a bald head :-)

im getting compliments for my bald as a babies bottom head :-)

money lasts longer when your not always eating out :-)

well im off to serve Jehovah God :-) Please dont rob me :-)

now its blah blah blah :-)

music from the 90's was a huge melting pot of fresh style :-)

sailor moon here I come!!!

good morning friends :-)

when you worry what other people think they control you :-)

there are those who will use any excuse not to help you :-)

fried chicken hear I come!!! ill I need is some biscuits :-)

a cool clean haircut will raise your self esteem :-)

umbaba umbaba :-)

but then they cost money :-) buy me this take me here :-) gripes lol

and good lordy I need a girlfriend :-)

so here I sit drowning out my sorrows in The O.C :-)

unemployed, girlfriendless, and close to broke oh the joys :-)

join the club lol :-)

are you depressed? :)

have a good day friends :-)

im staring at this bag of doritos like a lion in heat :-)

boy I tell you what some people get paid to have fun :-)

I just ate my veggies and I feel great!!! :-)

all rise!!! :-)

I plead not guilty on the grounds I was framed :-)

question charges on your phone bill that arent normal :-) I did and now im 10 dollars richer lol :-)

im mentally tired :-) I tell you what listening to false teachers claim they speak the truth is dangerous :-) run for your life :-)

I love listening to 90's pop muzak :-)

everyone is different :-)

I speak on what I see :-)

a generation of love has dissapeared....

there is one youve never met who is in love with you :-)

your reflection is beautiful :-)

and ill tell you that I love you with all my heart :-)

tell me what you know :-)

your smile turns the darkness to light :-)

make some noise for the new generation!!!! :-)

good morning friends :-)

xbox one :-)

but when i see friends I havent seen in awhile I make sure to tell them that I love them :-)

a buddy from the gym said im looking large!!! its good to get a compliment as it builds your self esteem :-)

i get rejected to the point where if im walking to talk to someone they shake there head no at me :-) huh :-)

dont worry the female in the gym who thinks shes the ish will eventually be old and wrinkly :-)

im at my happy place where I can take out all of my energy :-) The gym!!! yeah!!!!

theyll keep wagging there finger in your face if you let them my friend :-)

power is what they want and if you respond to them theyll feel it :-)

if I blow up at those who hate me theyll justified in the way they treat you :-)

but keep your head up as its only going to get worse :-)

the more they blame you the more miserable they become :-) like your the reason for there self hatred :-)

hey life goes on :-) one day your shining and the next day your crying :-) huh....

I go out of my way to help people until they stab me in the back :-) now there nothing more then an empty shell of misery :-)

I know there mad for reasons I dont know or care :-) all I can do is be me and try to make you smile :-)

my imperfections out weigh the good in me but im determined to not make people feel bad because im not perfect :-)

theres to much pride in the world :-) that same prides makes people think that there better then another :-)

self hatred is a dangerous thing :-)

the nerve of some people to blame you for other peoples imperfections :-)

dont let self righteous people make you feel worthless :-)

thats like a parent doing drugs with there kids and getting mad at the kids for doing drugs with them :-)

thats like a parent doing drugs with there kids and getting mad at the kids for doing drugs with them :-)

en people judge you and dont even know the whole story :-)

. then she told me I basically have to much trust in Jehovah . after deputy duffess said I need to be more diciplined. boy I tell you what it kills me wh

well im back! my probation officer showed up and yelled at me for the house being a mess. I kindly told her its not my house but she didnt seem to listen

im taking a break from blogging :-) Be back soon :-) I love you :-)

make that money :-)

make that money :-)

Maybe hearing I love you will cheer you up :-) I love you!

gotta love guilt tripping parents :-) theyll bring up things from when you were a baby :-) there like "and you threw up on me"...

no matter how old you are your parents are still gonna treat you like a child :-)

good morning friends :-)

to tell you the truth I do this because I love you :-)

coffe mixed with chocolate milk is a sweet pick me up in the morning :-)

good night friends :-)

good night friends :-)

at the end of the day I throw my fist in the air and say POWER TO JEHOVAH!!!

im working on a new generation of communication :-) R U READY? :)

well im off :-) ill catch you on the flipside :-)

time is a beautiful thing :-)

it is what it is :-)

what are your plans today friends? :)

but hey we all have to grow up sooner or later :-)

now in my younger days I use to smoke mary jane, say abusive things, and make people :-) how miserable I was :-)

for the person ive never met who takes the time to read about my life I thank you dearly :-)

I do get lonely but I try to quiet my lonely thoughts by watching bodybuilding videos and blogging about my life :-)

my passion for weight training has returned!!! I try to take rejection as a learning block :-)

im cutting weight to make my shoulders look bigger and my waist smaller :-)

so after your rejection you start to judge your self worth :-) your worth more then the universe :-)

as many times as youve been rejected we still love more than life itself :-)

seeing one who denied your invitation for a date can create awkwardness if you let it :-)

take sides with JEHOVAH GOD :-)

well I plan to knock on doors tomorrow teaching others about Jehovah God and Jesus Christ :-)

once again im boooooooorrrrreeeeddddd out of my mind :-)

with that being said I Love You with all my heart :-)

allow JEHOVAH to let a calm peaceful feeling fall over you :-)

allow JEHOVAH to let a calm peaceful feeling fall over you :-)

soon I shall take my place before the true god JEHOVAH :-)

good morning friends :-)

what can you say? people will judge your every move in hopes they can control you :-) ignore them :-)

im done wasting my time replying to people who say how I should live my life :-) I just smile and shake my head :-)

it can happen to anyone :-) the next thing you know your life went from simple to cluttered :-)

more more more is what marketing companies cram down your throat :-)

i went wild :-) 3 bank accounts, 3 credit cards, and it all came from not having and always wanting :-) huh :-)

I was caught by the mans marketing machine of have it want it enjoy it :-)

here I am striving after a new mustang, chasing after a higher credit score in hopes itll make me happier. im going back to the dirt poor mindset so i ca

n stop chasing after the wind :-) :-) :-)

here I am striving after a new mustang, chasing after a higher credit score in hopes itll make me happier. im going back to the dirt poor mindset so i ca

I think im falling to materialism....

the stop the bully movement continues to move forward with strength and dedication :-) keep spreading the word friends :-)

I have work for next week so that will keep me going for a little bit :-)

my dreams are coming true :-) im watching my life change for the better with each passing day :-) its good to be happy :-)

im taking it as my credit union wont approve my request :-) no biggie im still winning with Jehovahs help :-)

when you have options you dont have to take the first deal that comes along :-)

before you go thinking that im self made my success at rebuilding my life comes from JEHOVAH GOD THROUGH HIS SON JESUS CHRIST :-)

my glass is half full :-) all I have to do is take rejection in any form with a grain of salt :-)

I speak in hopes ill prove to another who is rebuilding his or her life from financial ruin that im living proof that theres hope :-)

im piggy backing from credit card to credit card in hopes raising my credit score will get me my prized mustang gt 5.0 :-)

to tell you the truth the credit union has been stingy from the start :-) ive had better luck with fat cat banks! go figure :-)

but my view is with my mustang gt 5.0 in sight :-)

I mean give me a break and stop being greedy :-) give a brother a chance :-)

sible :-) im thinking of closing the card and getting my deposit back :-)

so a manager is reviewing my application :-) im prepared for a denial but would love to be approved :-) I havent missed a payment which shows im respon

income isnt :-) the question I have is this. if ive made all my payments with low income then whats the problem? :)

so I talked to my credit union about moving my secured credit card to a non secured one and get my deposit back :-) he said my payments are great but my

my bizzle bad I mean pay me :-)

now you dont have an excuse not to be me as I ordered my free check/credit card reader today :-)

gotta get that bodybuilder muscle :-)

lean wit it rock wit it :-)

as I type this a identity theif is laughing all the way to the bank :-) shame shame shame :-)

browsing through my credit report im better of waiting a few years for my collections to fall off then pay them and restart the clock :-) im just saying :-)

well my friends be healthy :-)

low testosterone levels? I take zinc to feel like a manly man :-)

blah blah blah !!!!!!!!

bodybuilding is like building a relationship :-) they both take time :-)

your a rockstar!!!

im a body builder @ heart :-)

if I cant find work theres nothing I can do about it but keep looking :-)

either your working and tired or unemployed and bored :-)

if I cant find sponsorship for the stop the bully campaign ill have to fund it myself :-)

hopefully my after years of having my checking accounts open ill be able to secure a loan from a fat cat bank lol :-)

I may get my mustang gt 5.0 sooner then I think if I dont screw up my plan :-)

im happy because I year ago I was worse off but thanks to Jehovahs sound counsel my life is much better :-)

my credit score rose by 42 points since paying off my credit card debt :-) Mustang gt 5.0 here I come!!!

with Jehovah Gods help the race to the top is a simple stroll in the park :-)

at one point I was scared to try because of being rejected :-) now rejection is just another word to me :-)

even if the credit union says no ill keep knocking on doors to get my mustang gt 5.0 :)

im just trying to move my way through this web they call life :-)

the way I see it I can use the $200 dollars there holding for other things like chocolate milk heeeeeeeeee :-)

turn refunding my $200 dollars :-) ill find out in one business day :-)

with that being said I still want my $200 back from opening there secured credit card with them :-) I asked them if theyll graduate my unsecured card in

it looks like ill be keeping my secured credit card open as its my oldest account and is also building my credit :-)

dont let them stomp on your selfesteem :-)

how I remember the days asking people for change :-) I should start asking people for a hi five lol :-)

the more they attack you the more they fear you :-)

I could only imagine what it would be like living with an abusive person :-)

its not my style to become abusive when im attacked :-) Id rather tell you that I love you :-)

Jehovah loves you :-)

you long to hear someone say that they love you :-)

let it go :-)

self hatred is a heavy weight to hold on to :-)

if there abusive on the outside looking in just imagine what its like from the inside :-)

yawn yawn and yawn some more :-)

watch out as con artists are around the corner :-)

watch out as con artists are around the corner :-)

but all credit and praise belongs to the good GOD JEHOVAH for making my ways straight :-)

4 years is a ways away :-) in the mean time my goal is to slowly get out of debt and live within my means :-)

it seems another day another teen suicide attempt. sad I know :-)

soooooooo hopefully ill have my mustang gt in 4 years or sooner :-) heres to not screwing up while im making progress :-)

smart choices equal an easier life :-)

o ill win my case for a car loan :-)

my goal is to ask the banks that I have checking accounts with for a loan 4 years from now to secure a mustang gt :-) I plan to keep positive balances s

after aiding a fellow brother in a bible study I feel as strong as samson!!! :-)

boy I tell you what im taking advantage of having a checking account after being banned from opening one for 5 long years :-)

my capital one 360 checking account is ready to go!!! all im waiting on is the check card :-)

right now someone is wondering why they didnt say I love you :-) .............I LOVE YOU :-)

now all I need is income to put in my bank accounts :-) sharing is caring lol :-)

I bank with wells fargo, us bank, capital one 360, and have 3 credit cards :-) I feel rich compared to one year ago lol :-)

believe it or not people want to be loved for there unique personality :-)

here I sit watching mtv true life :-) yeah!!!

to tell you the truth I like the U.S. Bank debit card more because its my favorite color BLUE!!!!!

I dont think credit scores paint the whole picture as you could have been delt a bad hand of cards :-) its simply put the name of the game :-)

keeping your credit utilization low will actually help you raise your credit score over time :-)

bad credit use to be my downfall :-) Jehovah waved his almighty hand to clear away my financial problems :-)

good night and good morning :-)

yeah its past my bed time :-)

old spice swagger bar soap has me feeling like a boss!!!!

maybe ill pen a book!!!! the life and times of Callen Donnell Bowe :-)

time to bust out my 3-d glasses :-) look I can fly!!!

iron man 3 tonight baby!!!

so I come from zero bank accounts while stashing money at friends houses to looking back at how far ive come this past year with Jehovahs backing :-)

well I deposited money in my us bank account :-) now all I gotta do is secure income for the stop the bully movement and ill be fresh to def!!!

heres hoping money falls out of the sky!!!

now I was just approved for a U.S. Bank checking account!!! coming from some one who use to be denied checking accounts im on a roll thanks to Jehovah God :-)

I just opened a capital one 360 checking account!!! ill keep my wells fargo checking account just in case :-)

as of today im now with out health insurance :-) go figure :-)

like im building building building my credit score :-)

build build build build there self esteem :-)

I look forward to meeting anne frank in jehovahs new system :-)

the way I see it the less resources I have the more I have to come to the conclusion that God is taking care of me :-)

here we go again :-)